driving around looking like a gangsta though i am not .
i got this hair cut and it makes me wanna cry. my hair is SUPER ANNOYING. I want my length my back i want my length back i want my length back….. but i have to be grateful…trying to be grateful.
I texted you a few minutes ago…”kyle are you up? hippie can’t sleep”. you laugh at how I always refer to myself in third person. I like to believe I am that cool. but mainly I am writing about you on my blog as a thank you. Normally if I write about someone they are special and I never really had a heart to heart with you ever…well I almost did tonight but I’ve been very weird about being open about my feelings anymore. but you are truly one of those angelic people in my life i believe. idk its like u always come to the rescue like right in the nick of time. your good for someone who tends to disappear alot. but your really a good friend of mine and i appreciate you. idk if i ever said that. but i do. i remember when we were kids going to church together i’d always try to get you to pay attention and pray..you probably don’t remember that much since you had so many concussions. lol thankfully though come our college years you were able to recognize little ol’ me. haha thats how i knew you were meant to be my life. especially when you would do yoga with me on the burning street of the parking lot. or when you would bring me lunch because i was too broke to afford to eat. LMAO. well i hope you are able to make it to church sunday it’d be nice to do that again but this time with out me having to kick you just to get you to listen. haha.I don’t really like to go to church alone so itd be nice to have some company. but anyway…thanks for being a superb friend…bet you didn’t know I kinda think your my hero. oh and i also would like to say im very proud of all your success. you came a long way!
THUGGY B THE HIPPIE ;D
btw…i would say all this in person but im way to silly at times to be serious and im all shy n stuff blah blah blah..excuses.
the worst part is not knowing if i made the right decision. my gut feeling is telling me i made a mistake. my heart says i did not make a mistake. and my mind feels confused on who to settle for my heart or my stomach.